Sometimes I look at myself and wonder if I am the "me" I want to be. All the things I say I'm passionate about,do they truly describe me? Am I an exact representation of who I say I am? Of course I know no one can be. We are all so complex. But I wonder sometimes, when someone reads my profile page who comes into thier minds. I hope I live up to all I believe in.
Its like that old saying, wanting to be the person your dog thinks you are.
For instance:
I'm quiet, and shy. Doesn't make you think of an actor. But that's ok. I am both.
I'm a country girl who lives in the city. And I love both.
I'm single, but plan to adopt. I can be a family.
I'm a Christian, but get so frustrated with "religion". Yet my faith is real.
I love my family to death and miss them so much when I'm away. But moving away again would be acceptable at the right time.
I'm a thinker and a dreamer, but sometimes I feel so shallow.
I feel so inadequate sometimes, and others I feel like I could conquer the world.
I think its wrong to sit quietly when you could make a difference or speak up. And sometimes that gets me into trouble.
I was reminded yesterday of a powerful quote. It's a scripture actually. I had forgotten it, but it's so powerful.
Romans 8:31
31What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?
I can do all things, I can survive and thrive, because I have a God who loves me, that I am getting to know daily on a more personal basis. He totally has my back.
If HE loves me, who can come against him?
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